The dark cloud hanging over my house I noticed as I was driving home yesterday summed up everything perfectly. There was no need to say anything. It just existed. A perfect snapshot of everything that had happened over the past few days.
Being responsible isn’t always fun. I got a phone call Friday night that required me to go back to work. I had to walk out of a movie that a friend had paid for to go home and correct a problem. However, when I got home I found my internet out again. For the fourth day of the week.
The phone rang again. I found out that there were internet problems at work. So, I tried to find somewhere that was open. There weren’t many decent places open at 10pm on a Friday night that I could do work. We went to campus to get into the student learning centre. They closed at 7 on Friday nights. WTF.
I opened the laptop and managed to get logged in and did what I needed to do. In the cold, windy night. Sitting against a marble pillar, letting the light from the hallway shine down on me for ambient lighting. I was outside working, waiting for the battery to die on the laptop or for a security guard to tell me to leave.
I tried to eat supper at midnight. That was a mistake, but I didn’t yet know it. We got home and I plugged up the dying work phone and crawled in the bed. The phone glowed blue all night. Mocking me each hour as I woke up with stomach pain. Eventually, I gave up and got up.
I had internet for a few hours on Saturday. I got ready to go eat lunch and the work phone rang again. I was driving, so I turned around and went back home. I tried to login; I had internet but it acted like my password was bad. So I went back to the office.
I finished what I needed to do and went for a late lunch. I didn’t eat much; I felt sick most of the day. My eyes were red from lack of sleep and they hurt. We got back home and then I layed on my living room floor, face down, for a bit to try to make the pain go away.
I went to visit with the friends that I was supposed to go to the movie with Saturday evening. We decided to go have dinner. We got to the restaurant and they sat us down. There were only two busy tables in there and more than enough restaurant staff to run the floor. However, after 20 minutes of waiting, we still hadn’t had our drink orders taken. So we walked out.
We got some fast food and went back to the house to watch a movie. I got a text message telling me the internet went out again. Fantastic. I went home around midnight and crawled in the bed.
The next morning, I woke up at 7:30 without an alarm. I got up to discover the internet was still out. By now, I was quite livid. So I called and arranged to have a technician come out to my house and fix the problem.
Somehow, during the day, I never ate breakfast or lunch. 3:00 came around and I decided to get something to eat. I was irritable, bleary eyed and had a headache. I had fought with ignorant masses in the large temple of consumerism in town. All I wanted were groceries. But I almost pushed down several children while walking through the aisles. I had already told the man collecting money for the Lions Club that I didn’t have any money.
Then, we went to a coffee shoppe for a few moments of internet access. We both had things we needed to do. And I made a mistake and had a medium sized latte at 5pm. Needless to say, I didn’t sleep well last night.
This morning was spent waiting on the service tech to come in and work on restoring my internet. He replaced all the equipment in and out of the house only to determine that the problem was at the street level.
Eventually, I came into work a little later than normal. My internet’s been restored. But I’m on call again this week. I was supposed to turn it over to someone else; but they claimed they couldn’t do it.
So, you’ll have to excuse me if I seem a little “grumpy” today.