Feeling Pretty Good
I’ve been horrible about keeping up with this site lately. Ouch. Anyway, tonight ended on a pretty high level of self-esteem for me. I’ve been pretty reluctant and in a serious state of disbelief about the whole working-out regimen I’ve been following. I’ve been working out very regularly since mid May of 2008. I saw a lot of my family for the first time in months over Christmas and they told me I was looking “skinny” and “very good.” Not things I’m used to hearing, so I would laugh them off.
I’ve been having to completely re-vamp my entire wardrobe. I put it off as long as I could, probably because I didn’t really think I’d have much success with this. But, I’ve lost 40 pounds since May 2008. There’s no way that much of my current wardrobe would work much longer. And that leads me to why I feel pretty good tonight. I wore different clothes to my personal training session tonight because I was tired of the others and the way they fit. Tonight, the first thing my trainer said to me was “Damn, you’re looking skinny and fit. Are those new clothes? Holy shit! Good job!” It was pretty flattering when my family told me that, but it just really took hold tonight hearing that from my trainer, Robert.
It’s been a pretty tough journey. I started this because both sides of my family have history of heart problems and I just wasn’t feeling fantastic on a daily basis. My trainer’s been a big part of my success by teaching me how to eat properly and really pushing me beyond anything I thought I could physically do. So, tonight for the first time it just really sunk in with what I’ve done. And, I feel pretty damn good. :-)